December 2009
129 posts
rip brittany murphy :( im crying now actually. she was so cute and adorable.
watching uptown girls before work :( this breaks my heart. she was so, so young.
i’m probably deleting my twitter. i don’t have much to say nowadays. will anyone miss me?
tex texted me & was like ‘i just want to let you know that im in a really good mood day.’ how can you be so sad yesterday & happy today?
tex: they shoveled the snow together? how romantic.
tex is annoying the hell out of me, but i mean that in the best way possible. five hours :D <3
Crying myself to sleep.
i feel as though this is all, somehow, my fault.
what do you do when your boyfriend says he is kinda sad & doesnt know why? i feel like i let him down, as if its my job to make him happy.
scared :(
work was bittersweet tonight. worked with bakes which was a plus. talked to tex’s best friend but got stuck with a horrible usher crew :(
on the phone with at&t. this may take a while :(
‘thank you so much for everything. you have no idea how grateful i am.’ i cry everytime i read that.
wrapping tex’s christmas present in a snowman bag. hes gonna love it!
YAY I GET A NEW PHONE BY MONDAY :D
the lady is dumb and probably fifty years old with a horrible accent.
finishing his index card thingymajig. i have forty nine index cards with quotes/lyrics/pictures. im hoping to have sixty or so when im done.
nothing compares to dashing to subway when they close in ten minutes, starry nights, and kisses on top of your boyfriends car <3
me: sandy (my ex stepsis) is friends withh grandpa on fb. my mom: SAY WHAT?!?!
WORKED THINGS OUT WITH TEX :D <3 <3 <3
i got mad at tex at work & we worked it out. then he made me cry before he left. i dont know how much of this crying everyday i can take.
i got my pink socks on :) i always wear pink socks when i work with tex.
subway, usher superviser meeting, work with Tex.
me: dont kiss me today. i keep sneezing & my throat hurts. tex: so kiss you was many times as i want. got it. me: youre a horrible listener.
i just submitted three stories to MLIA. it’s been that kind of day.
well, my phone just died and i think a piece of my heart did too :(
to do: shower, call at&t, shopping, subway, usher superviser meeting, work with tex<3
well, tex isnt picking me up from work. romantic dinner tomorrow with him before work :)
‘i will, dont worry.’ you have no idea how much that means to me, scruff.
tex just called and my entire day. he called me a fool and gencrazlous-zing :)
so i just went downstairs and it smells like the candles from last night, nine hours later.
my mom still isnt home and i work in four hours.
tex stayed til six in the morning only to leave to find out that my moms still home & my sisters bf is still over. i want him to come back.
tex is buying me dr. pepper. today wouldve been the first day in three weeks that i went without that stuff. thanks scruff :)
hasn’t been @ replied in forever. i think i can actually live with that :D im happy and do not need @ replies to boost my confidence.
i love how tex just called me while taking out trash.
we kissed in theatre three<3 and we kissed goodbye like 1454568 times. cannot wait to have candlelight taco bell tonight!
eight hours <3 lets hope im not on doors for the one hour that i work with tex. i want to kiss in a theatre.
tex just called me :) canot wait to call him back.
‘something tells me you need a hug.’ // cannot wait til four oclock tomorrow and then eleven oclock.
everyone in my fam is getting seconds at mongo. i am left alone at the table. i wonder if theyd notice if i left.
dear scruff, i miss you like crazy. please text me today. love, gencrazlous-zing.
Mongo BBQ has wi-fi. I’m saved. Guess who is gonna be on the Internet all night?
eating at mongo bbq with the fam. the only comforting thing about this is that if i ran across the six lane highway, ill be where tex works.
i miss tex. my mom has pissed me off all day. i just want to feel comforted.
I must be good at hearing things well. I have my iPod earbuds in my ear and can still manage to hear Jason mraz on in the restuarant.
my mom has ignored me all day. this is why i think she likes my twin sister more.
eye doctors. hmm, guess or coach frames.
just picked up my sisters boyfriend at his house which is conveniently by tex’s house. i smiled when i seen his car :)
im pretty sure i just seen tex’s best friend, john, driving. my day has just been made.